e shtunë, 8 shtator 2007

i realised that i blog a lot when i'm stressed/unhappy.
i think its because i need to write it down before i implode.
aah, well, it comes in handy when i reflect about the past and stuff. (:

i had a wonderful talk to my dad today. and i just realised how much i take my daddy for granted. he is absolutely the sweetest man alive. now that i am suddenly left WITHOUT transport (BOOHOO!), everytime i do leave the house, it just makes my heart ache all over again. Sigh, lesson learnt: never be too dependent on a bf to be your chauffeur/transport officer. yup, so even though i had to go out suddenly today and my daddy's fave show was on tv, he simply said, "I knew you'd ask! But i'll drive you anyway."

and in the car, i had one of the most enlightening talks with him. even though, sometimes, i forget about what he said because my heart refuses to take instructions from the mastermind, it still makes many many sense (my daddy is a logical man).

he told me about the experiences he went through with all his gfs. he explained to me what really happened between my aunt and my uncle and what caused them to divorced. he told me the reasons why he married my mom despite all her overbearing flaws. and most importantly, he told me how he broke up with my mom and months after they stopped going out, they realised that they were fated to be together.

it's not like i'm wishing with all my heart that mark and i will reunite after As, its just that, sometimes, in your darkest and bleakest hours of your life, its kinda nice to see a glimmer of hope.

Lin at 10:39 m.d.
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