"I picture that many would say it's the warm fuzzy feeling that makes them stay, or the security that there's always someone there for them? Or just someone they can rely on when they're horny.But i guess i stay with him because of all the reasons above and.. because he completes my life in a way I can't explain. you know? like, there's a hole in your life where he once was. and reasons I can't quite break down into words. and honestly, because I don't want to hurt him or make him sad."
And it doesn't really matter anymore,
whether we care, give more to make this relationship work,
because we have taken the plunge.
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see.